June 27th, 2010 - Wow Lord, what a week! Where do I start? I haven't written anything since this whole thing started so I guess I need to go back a whole week!
I knew a couple of days before this whole thing started that something big was about to happen; but honestly, I did not expect this and definitely not this fast! This whole thing has definitely blown me away! Even in my last entry I wrote here, I knew something was going on. The reoccurring theme was just too much just to be coincidental. Thank You Lord that You are with me through all of this. I'm sorry Lord that even though I knew that this was from You, that I struggled with it the first couple of days - I really struggled, Lord. I cried and You heard me - and encouraged me - and quieted me down about this - I do love You, Lord and I do want to do what You want - but sometimes it is just so hard!
On Wednesday, when John came home and told me where our support account was at, I knew we were moving. I knew it in my head, but I didn't want to believe it in my heart. I still don't understand why You are taking us out of our present ministry - well, maybe I do, a bit - I think we were put in Saskatoon to pioneer this type of ministry there, which was very badly needed. Now, You are placing us in another pace to pioneer another type of ministry, which is very badly needed there. But, why us pioneering? This type of ministry is very hard and oftentimes very discouraging. I thank You that I have You, because if I didn't, I don't think I would be able to do these things. You are my comfort, my strength, m fortress, You make me soar on eages' wings.
So, I am doing something thought I would never do - moving back home - back to Campobello Island - back to North Road Baptist Church. Lord, will it be easy? No. Am I happy about it? Not really. Can I do it? Not on my own; but with You there with me, Yes. I know You have a lot of things to teach me. Help me not to forget You when I have tough situations there. Make me a better person because of this move, Lord. Please, don't let me lose who I am there. I have changed since leaving there - a lot - help the people there to accept that fact - but even if they don't, help me not to go back to the way I was. I want to still grow, Lord. Please help me!
I would like to thank You again, Lord. This time for the beauty of Your creation. Yesterday, as we were leaving Saskatoon, flying above the clouds...the clouds! I have never seen clouds like them before - beautiful! They were absolutely breathtaking! They looked like big cotton balls or cotton candy. The depth of them were astounding! You are an awesome God and Your creation is astounding! Thank You for letting me see just a glimpse of Your handiwork. Thank You for letting be be sensitive to the beauty. I love You, Lord!
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
June 21, 2010
Good morning, Lord. There are times when You speak to me many times a day, but there are other times when I can't seem to hear Your voice for several days. Why, Lord? Is it because I drift away even without meaning to? Lord, speak to me today. I'm sorry that I have drifted away away from You again, Lord. Please forgive me. I love You, Lord.
Today in one of my devotionals, I read the verse, "My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness" (2 Corinthians 12:9). Do I really believe this, Lord? Do I really life my life in a way that people would see that I truly believe this verse? This theme seems to be a reoccurring one between You and I lately, Lord. I know that You don't always keep us from adversity, but You do give us the grace and strength to go through it. Please help me to remember this, Lord. No matter what I am going through, You give me the grace and strength to go through it. You even go through it with me, Lord. Thank You.
(I have the feeling that something big is going to happen, please help me through it whatever it is, Lord)
Today in one of my devotionals, I read the verse, "My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness" (2 Corinthians 12:9). Do I really believe this, Lord? Do I really life my life in a way that people would see that I truly believe this verse? This theme seems to be a reoccurring one between You and I lately, Lord. I know that You don't always keep us from adversity, but You do give us the grace and strength to go through it. Please help me to remember this, Lord. No matter what I am going through, You give me the grace and strength to go through it. You even go through it with me, Lord. Thank You.
(I have the feeling that something big is going to happen, please help me through it whatever it is, Lord)
Saturday, June 19, 2010
Lord, once again I want to thank You for your faithfulness to me...yesterday was a hard day for me, and You were there for me...Thank You! I knew this endeavour wasn't going to be easy (writing a devotional book) and I should have realized that Satan would try to discourage me, but I didn't think it would be this way. Of course, I should have since this is my weak spot right now. Thank You for whispering encouraging words in my ear both last night and today. Help me as I continue to do this the next few months...help me to remember that this is what You want me to do and that You will help me if I ask You to. I need Your strength to be able to do this, Lord.
Sunday, June 13, 2010
Soar with God
June 13/10
Thank You, Lord. Tonight one of the Scripture passages to read in my devotional book was Isaiah 40:29-31. It says in the NIV, "He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak. Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength, they will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not faint."
You knew I needed that tonight! Like a baby bird learning to fly keeps falling and the mama bird dips down and rescues it, so we keep falling and You, our heavenly Father, stoops down and rescues us. There are some days when we can't "fly upward". That is when we need You to come down to pick us up and carry us, so we don't crash. Today, I needed that. I need You to come and pick me up and help me to soar again.
Thank You, God. You always know just what we need and You offer it to us. God, I am asking You to pick me up and carry me through tomorrow. Help me soar on Your wings. In Your Name I pray, Amen.
No matter what you are going through, you can soar on the wings of your heavenly Father. Ask Him to help you right now. He will.
Thank You, Lord. Tonight one of the Scripture passages to read in my devotional book was Isaiah 40:29-31. It says in the NIV, "He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak. Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength, they will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not faint."
You knew I needed that tonight! Like a baby bird learning to fly keeps falling and the mama bird dips down and rescues it, so we keep falling and You, our heavenly Father, stoops down and rescues us. There are some days when we can't "fly upward". That is when we need You to come down to pick us up and carry us, so we don't crash. Today, I needed that. I need You to come and pick me up and help me to soar again.
Thank You, God. You always know just what we need and You offer it to us. God, I am asking You to pick me up and carry me through tomorrow. Help me soar on Your wings. In Your Name I pray, Amen.
No matter what you are going through, you can soar on the wings of your heavenly Father. Ask Him to help you right now. He will.
Are you being a lamp?
June 10/10
Lord, what do You have for me today? I am excited to find the nugget of truth You have for me. Teach me, Lord.
Thank You, Father. You knew I needed confirmation from You about this, my latest endeavor, writing a devotional book.
It says in Matthew 5 that we are to be lights in a dark world. If each one of us do our part in being lights in our little corner of the world, wouldn't the world be a brighter place?
How can you be a light today? How can I? It might be something as simple as a smile - smile at someone who you pass on the street, talk to at the bank or serves you at a fast food restaurant. It might be the only smile they receive today. Whatever we can do to light up our little part of the world, shouldn't we do it? Not only today, but every day.
Light your lamp today. Ask God to show you how you are supposed to shine it. He will show you. Will you repond? Will you make a difference in your corner of the world today and shine in the midst of a dark world?
So God, thank You for confirming that You want me to write a devotional book. This is one way You want me to be a light. Help me to only put in this book what You want me to. Keep me humble, Lord. Help me to be a light for You.
How are you going to shine your light today?
Lord, what do You have for me today? I am excited to find the nugget of truth You have for me. Teach me, Lord.
Thank You, Father. You knew I needed confirmation from You about this, my latest endeavor, writing a devotional book.
It says in Matthew 5 that we are to be lights in a dark world. If each one of us do our part in being lights in our little corner of the world, wouldn't the world be a brighter place?
How can you be a light today? How can I? It might be something as simple as a smile - smile at someone who you pass on the street, talk to at the bank or serves you at a fast food restaurant. It might be the only smile they receive today. Whatever we can do to light up our little part of the world, shouldn't we do it? Not only today, but every day.
Light your lamp today. Ask God to show you how you are supposed to shine it. He will show you. Will you repond? Will you make a difference in your corner of the world today and shine in the midst of a dark world?
So God, thank You for confirming that You want me to write a devotional book. This is one way You want me to be a light. Help me to only put in this book what You want me to. Keep me humble, Lord. Help me to be a light for You.
How are you going to shine your light today?
Thursday, June 10, 2010
June 9/10
God made this world so beautiful
The sky, the grass, the sea.
He did all of this because
He loves both you and me.
I wrote this little verse 27 years ago, but the truth will always be the same. A simple verse, but a profound truth! Thank You God for making this world such a beautiful place to live in. If this world is so beautiful, I can't imagine what Heaven is like.
Lord, I need help with something. i would really like to write a devotional book. Could you help me write a couple of devotionals to give to a few people to see what they think of them? Thank you.
I love You, Lord and I am ready to face whatever You have for me today.
The sky, the grass, the sea.
He did all of this because
He loves both you and me.
I wrote this little verse 27 years ago, but the truth will always be the same. A simple verse, but a profound truth! Thank You God for making this world such a beautiful place to live in. If this world is so beautiful, I can't imagine what Heaven is like.
Lord, I need help with something. i would really like to write a devotional book. Could you help me write a couple of devotionals to give to a few people to see what they think of them? Thank you.
I love You, Lord and I am ready to face whatever You have for me today.
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
I am glad I have You, Lord
Lord, thank You for today, even though it is raining again...it is a new day and I am alive! That is something to be thankful for...thank You God for life...my life...my family's lives...my friends lives..thank You...I love You, Lord!
I am so glad I have You in my life, Lord. Some days I don't know what I would do if I couldn't come to You. I thank You that You have made me into a stronger woman, because now I can ignore hurtful comments that come from some people. They don't hurt as much because I know that it doesn't really matter what people say, ultimately what matters is what You say to me and You say that You love me and I am a special person. You also had some hurtful things said about You so You understand (again). It's OK Lord, as long as I have You to lean on in all of my struggles...
I am so glad I have You in my life, Lord. Some days I don't know what I would do if I couldn't come to You. I thank You that You have made me into a stronger woman, because now I can ignore hurtful comments that come from some people. They don't hurt as much because I know that it doesn't really matter what people say, ultimately what matters is what You say to me and You say that You love me and I am a special person. You also had some hurtful things said about You so You understand (again). It's OK Lord, as long as I have You to lean on in all of my struggles...
Sunday, June 6, 2010
June 6/10 - God morning, Lord! It's Sunday...Your day, as we call it. However, every day is Your day when we belong to You, right! We didn't go to church today Lord, but I am going to spend time with You, ALONE! I love You, Lord!
Lord, help me to see everyone through Your eyes, for if I see people through Your eyes, I will be able to love them the same way, through Your eyes. Lord, that's the way I want to see people - the way You see them - help me to ask when I come across people - whether they are easy to love or not - what You see when You look at that person - maybe that will change the way that I feel about that person and will help me to love that person more. I love You Lord, and You created every person as an unique individual, so why shouldn't I love them, LORD!
In "The Jesus I Never Knew" Yancey points out that You, Jesus, grew up in poverty (Page 59). Even though I knew that, it didn't hit me until today. Your family was poor. They couldn't afford the lamb for the sacrifice at the temple. I know what Hebrews 4:14-16 says: "Now that we know what we believe - Jesus, this great High Priest with ready access to God - let's not let it slip through our fingers. We don't have a priest who is out of touch with our reality. He's been through weakness and testing, experiencing it all - all but the sin. So, let's walk right up to Him and get what he is ready to give. Take the mercy, accept the help" (The Message). So, Jesus can understand our situation, not being able to afford things we need. He has been there. He truly does understand. I "knew" that in my head, but today as I read that in Yancey's book, it was like a light went on in my head and I finally got it! Jesus was poor when he was here on earth...I am poor...what can I learn from from Jesus' life that will make a difference on my outlook on life and the way i live my life. Oh Lord, teach me, I pray. Cause me to be teachable. Thank You!
Lord, help me to see everyone through Your eyes, for if I see people through Your eyes, I will be able to love them the same way, through Your eyes. Lord, that's the way I want to see people - the way You see them - help me to ask when I come across people - whether they are easy to love or not - what You see when You look at that person - maybe that will change the way that I feel about that person and will help me to love that person more. I love You Lord, and You created every person as an unique individual, so why shouldn't I love them, LORD!
In "The Jesus I Never Knew" Yancey points out that You, Jesus, grew up in poverty (Page 59). Even though I knew that, it didn't hit me until today. Your family was poor. They couldn't afford the lamb for the sacrifice at the temple. I know what Hebrews 4:14-16 says: "Now that we know what we believe - Jesus, this great High Priest with ready access to God - let's not let it slip through our fingers. We don't have a priest who is out of touch with our reality. He's been through weakness and testing, experiencing it all - all but the sin. So, let's walk right up to Him and get what he is ready to give. Take the mercy, accept the help" (The Message). So, Jesus can understand our situation, not being able to afford things we need. He has been there. He truly does understand. I "knew" that in my head, but today as I read that in Yancey's book, it was like a light went on in my head and I finally got it! Jesus was poor when he was here on earth...I am poor...what can I learn from from Jesus' life that will make a difference on my outlook on life and the way i live my life. Oh Lord, teach me, I pray. Cause me to be teachable. Thank You!
June 4/10 - Good morning, Lord! I am tired and I feel as blah as the weather looks today! Please help me get done today those things that need to get done. Thank You.
Lord, I thank You for Your faithfulness to me. I can always count on You. It feels good to know that You love me, no matter m mood. I love You to, Lord! Lord, I am relying on Your faithfulness to me today! Give me wisdom today, Lord. When others fail, You are there. Thank You for always being there for me and that I can always talk to You about anything, anytime and anywhere. You always hear me. Thank You.
Thank You Lord for music. I love listening to music about You, like I am doing right now. It always lifts my spirit. I love that I can worship You in my own home, by myself. I don't have to be at church to worship You. Hallelujah! Praise Your Holy Name!
Do you ever worship God on your own? You can, you know. It's a great feeling! I don't do it enough, but I love putting my music on, when I am home alone, singing with it, raising my voice and hands to God, sometimes swaying to the music. I love doing this, so I do it at home where I am comfortable doing it. I'm sure God likes it too. He loves it when we worship Him. He doesn't care care about what we sound like or how we do it, all He cares about is that we do it. Why not worship Him now? He'll love it and it will make you feel great!
Lord, I thank You for Your faithfulness to me. I can always count on You. It feels good to know that You love me, no matter m mood. I love You to, Lord! Lord, I am relying on Your faithfulness to me today! Give me wisdom today, Lord. When others fail, You are there. Thank You for always being there for me and that I can always talk to You about anything, anytime and anywhere. You always hear me. Thank You.
Thank You Lord for music. I love listening to music about You, like I am doing right now. It always lifts my spirit. I love that I can worship You in my own home, by myself. I don't have to be at church to worship You. Hallelujah! Praise Your Holy Name!
Do you ever worship God on your own? You can, you know. It's a great feeling! I don't do it enough, but I love putting my music on, when I am home alone, singing with it, raising my voice and hands to God, sometimes swaying to the music. I love doing this, so I do it at home where I am comfortable doing it. I'm sure God likes it too. He loves it when we worship Him. He doesn't care care about what we sound like or how we do it, all He cares about is that we do it. Why not worship Him now? He'll love it and it will make you feel great!
Thursday, June 3, 2010
My Decision
June 3/10 - Lord, I have decided something. I have decided to blog both the good and the bad in my life (as much as possible, that is). I hate being vulnerable, Lord; but I need to be. I am painting a one-sided picture of my life Lord, and that is not right. Help me with this Lord. As always, I need Your wisdom with what to share; however, I feel that the people who read m blog (if anyone does) will learn as much, if not more from the hard times I go through as from the good times. I love You, Lord. Help me be honest with myself, You and with others. Amen.
So, here it goes...I am going to share what I wrote on both May 31st and June 2nd.
May 31/10 - Lord, help me today! I'm tired, I'm sick, I hurt and I'm discouraged! I'm tired of being strong when I don't want to be. In one of my devotionals this morning, I read the verse... "Lay not up for yourselves treasures upon earth...but lay up for yourselves treasures in heaven" (Matthew 6:19). I know I am supposed to be content with what You have given me...I am very thankful for what I have...but sometimes it is very difficult to be content with what I have. I don't really want to complain, but sometimes our situation gets to me and I just want to scream. It's payday Lord, and you know we won't have to do everything we need to do...bills...food...gas...bus pass for Tyler...etc...These are all needs, Lord! We can't even do these things let alone go to the dentist, fill in the cold storage room...etc...these are needs too; they are not wants. I don't know what to do anymore, Lord. Help me! I feel as if I am drowning. I'm sorry Lord; this verse makes me feel guilty. I'm sorry I don't trust You more! Please forgive me, Lord. Give me wisdom to know what Yo want me to do. I do love You, Lord. Pick me up and carry me through this time, Lord. Amen.
June 2/10 - Thank You Lord for Your encouragement! I love You and the way You work. Only You could find my smile again with all that is going on in my life right now! I feel refreshed today. I feel as if I can go on, but only with You at the helm. Thank you for giving me ideas to make this home - more specifically my daughter's room - more efficient without spending any money. Thank you.
Lord, please help me find a job in data entry that I can do from home and please help the person who does our debt reduction to understand that we cannot give it all to her because we need to do things to this house.
Please Lord, help me be content with what I have and to be truly thankful when we can do something to the house or buy something we really need. Amen
Back to June 3rd...Lord, help this be a blessing to someone who reads this, I pray...thank you. Amen
So, here it goes...I am going to share what I wrote on both May 31st and June 2nd.
May 31/10 - Lord, help me today! I'm tired, I'm sick, I hurt and I'm discouraged! I'm tired of being strong when I don't want to be. In one of my devotionals this morning, I read the verse... "Lay not up for yourselves treasures upon earth...but lay up for yourselves treasures in heaven" (Matthew 6:19). I know I am supposed to be content with what You have given me...I am very thankful for what I have...but sometimes it is very difficult to be content with what I have. I don't really want to complain, but sometimes our situation gets to me and I just want to scream. It's payday Lord, and you know we won't have to do everything we need to do...bills...food...gas...bus pass for Tyler...etc...These are all needs, Lord! We can't even do these things let alone go to the dentist, fill in the cold storage room...etc...these are needs too; they are not wants. I don't know what to do anymore, Lord. Help me! I feel as if I am drowning. I'm sorry Lord; this verse makes me feel guilty. I'm sorry I don't trust You more! Please forgive me, Lord. Give me wisdom to know what Yo want me to do. I do love You, Lord. Pick me up and carry me through this time, Lord. Amen.
June 2/10 - Thank You Lord for Your encouragement! I love You and the way You work. Only You could find my smile again with all that is going on in my life right now! I feel refreshed today. I feel as if I can go on, but only with You at the helm. Thank you for giving me ideas to make this home - more specifically my daughter's room - more efficient without spending any money. Thank you.
Lord, please help me find a job in data entry that I can do from home and please help the person who does our debt reduction to understand that we cannot give it all to her because we need to do things to this house.
Please Lord, help me be content with what I have and to be truly thankful when we can do something to the house or buy something we really need. Amen
Back to June 3rd...Lord, help this be a blessing to someone who reads this, I pray...thank you. Amen
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