July 4, 2010 -

Another emotional day for me. Why is this so hard for me, Lord? Is it the leaving of friends or is it something deeper? Is it about what I talked to two friends from there about today? Am I truly nervous and scared about movingback there? There is a lot of emotional baggage for me there, Lord. I have dealt with how I see myself Lord; but have I honestly dealt with how people treated me back then. I don't know. It wasn't easy living there before and it is not going to be easy living there again. However, I think that one reason You are taking me back there is because I need to deal with more of my past. Lord, You are going to have to help me through this. I definitely can not do this on my own! Some people think that I am a very strong person. I do not see myself that way at all. I know I am a more confident person than I was, and if I am a strong person, it is because of You, Lord. My strength comes from You! Thank You for helping me. I am so glad that I can come to You for comfort - for strength - for healing. I love You Lord!


Thank You for the teens we have seen come to know You since coming here. I am going to miss them so much! I love them, Lord, like they are my own children. You called us to serve these teens in Saskatoon. Now You are calling us to serve teens in New Brunswick. Help me to remember that You have called us to Campobello Island to work for You. It amazes me sometimes how You use us humans to do Your work. Help me to be obedient to You and serve the people You want me to serve. Amen.