Two weeks ago tonight something changed in my life...I sent an e-mail to my pastor saying that I felt like I was burnt out...He gave me Psalm 33 to read. Well, I read it and things began to change. I read it that night in The Message. I went back until I got to Psalm 31:23 and I started there. I read all the way through to the end of chapter 33. I love the way The Message puts it; it's so expressive. The first few verses of chapter 32 was exactly how I feeling at that time..."When I kept it all inside, my bones turned to powder, my words became daylong groans. The pressure never let up; all the juices of my life dried up." (vss 3,4) I have always had the tendency to keep everything bottled up inside of me. Well, sometimes the dam has to burst and and let it out. I read and cried and prayed. I did what the next verse says, "Then I let it all out, I said,'I'll make a clean breast of my failures to God.' (vs 5) I prayed and cried before the Lord. It was so refreshing!! Over the next few days the next verse came true for me. "...the pressure was gone-my guilt dissolved, my sin disappeared."

(vs 6) The pressure that I felt for months - maybe even years - disappeared. I felt free!Verses 1 & 2 say to "Count yourself lucky" - well, I don't believe in luck; but I count myself blessed! As verse one states I "got a fresh start, (my) slate's wiped clean....God holds nothing against (me)." I am trying to to not hold anything back from him either; anyway, it's silly trying to, isn't it. He knows everything about you anyway!

Verse 7 says, "God's my island hideaway, keeps danger far from the shore, throws garlands of hosannas around my neck." Whenever I need to "get away"; I go to my island hideaway - God - and I get refreshed there!!

I love verses 8-10. Verse 9 says "Don't be ornery like a horse or mule that needs bit and bridle to stay on track." I'm not ornery, am I? Most humans are! We do need a bit and bridle to stay on track - God's Word is that for me. As long as I stay in the Word, I stay on track, but the minute I take the bit out of my mouth and don't read the Word, I get off track - EVERY TIME! You'd think I would learn!
"God-defiers are always in trouble; God-affirmers find themselves loved every time they turn around". (vs 10) Do you want to be always in trouble or always loved?

And then there's chapter 33 - it's so poetic! But I will go to the last two verses.
"Watch this: God's eye is on those who respect him, the ones who are looking for his love. He's ready to come to their rescue in bad times; in lean times he keeps body and soul together. We're depending on GOD; he's everything we need. What's more, our hearts brim with joy since we've taken for our own his holy name. Love us, God with all you've got - that's what we're counting on." Isn't that beautiful!! I read this every day now; but I make it my own; I put "my" and "I" in it instead.

I'll close with the last two verses of chapter 31. "Love God, all you saints; God takes care of all who stay close to him, But he pays back in full those arrogant enough to go it alone." Which one are you?
"BE BRAVE. BE STRONG. DON'T GIVE UP. EXPECT GOD TO GET HERE SOON"

He's here now. What are we going to do about it?